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neveroverlookwhatsrightinfrontofyoureyes.

so lets make eye-contact
&& flirt like crazy, baby

i L0VE H0W i CAN BE A T0TAL D0RK AR0UND Y0U
&& YET Y0U STiLL MAKE ME FEEL ABS0LUTELY AMAZiNG

 wanna do exactly what you did to me.
lead you on, make you fall for me & then
just let you go . . . E F F 0 R T L E S S L Y.

and i won't give up trying because
you mean the world to me xoxo

i love his cute little comments.
the way he makes me laugh.
the way hes always there.
& the way he knows how to get my heart.
& it makes me wonder...

   

why is he so perfect?

Valentine's Day again.

another day to show

how much God hates me..

i used to wait hours and hours just to see if you would sign on. i'd wait everyday just to see you in the hallways during passing periods. i'd cherish every moment i would have talking to you. the glances during school were the only cure to my loneliness. the mention of your name would bring a smile to my face. now its different. you have a girlfriend who loves you. just like it was meant to be. everyone knows you go out and have a great time. i always see you two in deep conversations, holding hands. you walk her to every class, like time doesnt matter when youre with her. you would sign on just to see if she was on too. she would return from being away and you both would chat for hours. don't try to hide it from me- i know. but that was the pastain . now nothing matters. and me? i still see you in the hallways. but i dont wait around for you anymore. i see you having a great time with other people. like i dont exist- not that i care anyways. we still chat every now and then. but there's never anything "there".i'd hear news about the two of you. but it doesnt really bother me anymore. there are times when i wish i wasnt so alone- but i deal. and i guess you could say i'm still heartbroken. im way over you, but still heartbroken. because i actually thought i had a chance. but was too in love to see that i was never... the one for you.

& Maybe I like just laying on my bed,
Your fingers intwined in mine,
& listening to your heart beat faster
when I lay on your chest

It's sad to think that you'll never be mine.
It's even sadder to realize I knew it all the time.

So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I though that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out.
- - The Notebook<3

A kiss is just a kiss until you find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until you find the one you're thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until you make it come true.
L o v e i s j u s t a w o r d u n t i l i t i s p r o v e n t o y o u

my wish it not to mean e v e r y t h i n g to everyone.
but to mean s o m e t h i n g to someone.

my stero is b l a s t i n g
my e y e l i n e r is beginning to smear
i can b a r e l y hear
my t e a r s are forming in the corner of my e y e s
so just s h u t u p
and let me d i e

its like a routine.

i fall for you monday.

i like you from tuesday-thursday.

you make me mad on friday.

i think im over you during the weekend.

but the second i see you on monday..

i fall for you again and again.

im done. comment and subscribe <3 i love you <321

comment and subscribe <3 i love you <321

SiCK AT HOME
-so i'm updating.
- i want alot of comments and subscriptions <321

i want to sparkle and & shine
but only in your eyes.

im not always as confident as i seem. there are many nights and& many days when all i want is to be held. i love being held .. always. sometimes i dont want to talk about what is bothering me .. sometimes i just want a hug. someone who will let me cry. i like when boys cry in front of me. when people arent afraid to show what theyre really feeling. i dont like when people run from their true feelings because it doesnt do anyone any good. i wear my heart on my sleeve, but i am not naive. i know what it feels like to be completly broken and& i am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. i know what its like to hear something funny and& not laugh. ive been taken advantage of, used and& abused. my feelings have been blatantly disregarded. but i still believe that all people are good at heart, and& my trust in people has not diminished. to be completely honest, i hope it never does.

he took her to the mirror;; &&
held her in his arms and said
" what do you see baby? " &&
all she could really say was
" ..perfect.. "

sometimes when you like
someone enough, you can't
really put into words how you
feel you just kind of look at
them and, well.. you just know

I guess I got tired of always being the last thing on your mind.

let's go back to the beginning.
when our love was something new.
back when romance was important.
not just another thing to do.

When it's through, it's through.
Fate will twist the both of you.
So come on baby, come on over,
let me be the one to show you.

And if one day you realize  we haven't talked in a while,
just remember you pushed me away.

I do believe it's true,
that there are roads left in both of our shoes.
If the silence takes you then
I hope it takes me too.
So brown eyes I hold you near,
cause you're the only song I want to hear.
A melody softly soaring through my atmosphere.

Tonight I'll stand in the light,
so you can count how many
tears fall from my eyes. 
This time I'll be alright,
my heart cant get any worse.

I saw your face in a crowded place,
and I don't know what to do, cause
I'll never be with you.

her voice became his passion
his love became her obsession
it was sweet, yet dangerous.
just how she wanted.

bring whats yours, ill take whats mine,
&& meet you on the other side.
well leave a sign so anyone can find us.
a better place, a sweeter time...
we wont need any wings to fly.
a place beyond the sun. <|3
--Shinedown

UNTIL THE DAY I DIE
i'll spill my heart for you

thats all for now...
i need to go lay down.
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